Sunday, July 31, 2011

#45 "what is a youth?" starring the local baritone!

Below is a clip of me singing the theme from Zeffirelli's Romeo & Juliet. This version uses the original film lyrics, which I find very haunting in a Shakespearean way - think Ophelia's mad scene or Desdemona's willow song. This was recorded about five or six months ago, and it reflects the size of my voice at the time. The original version was sung by a Glen Weston, who possessed a very beautiful natural tenor but sadly seem to have disappeared since. I sing it a full step down lower - hey, I'm a baritone, I'm allowed to transpose if I want to! :-)

I really need to work on my top register. I blame the English! Who puts 'U' and 'I' vowels up so high? When I sing in Italian this problem is nonexistent! I can blow Fs and F#s for days. Ah well. And the two "capers" sounded like two different "capers" *giggle*.



The lyrics:
What is a youth? Impetuous fire
What is a maid? Ice and desire
The world wags on.


A rose will bloom; it then will fade:
so does the youth, so does the fairest maid.


Comes a time when one sweet smile
hasn't seasoned for a while! -
then love's in love with me.


Some they think only to marry;
others will tease and tarry -
mine is the very best parry.
Cupid, he rules us all!


Caper, the Caper, sing me the song:
Death will come soon to hush us along!
Sweeter than honey and bitter as gall,

Love is the pastime that never will pall.
Sweeter than honey and bitter as gall:
Cupid, he rules us all!

Forgive me if I do the song no justice. It really is a beautiful, haunting piece.

Saturday, July 30, 2011

#44 "seribu berlian" demo no. 1

I am writing the fourth song of my lieder cycle 6 Lieder für Eine Dorfschönheit. The working title is "Seribu berlian" (Thousand jewels). This shall be the Jewel Song for dramatic/spinto-sopranos!

The demo:



P/S: I don't know why, but the French horns keep sounding out of tune in a measure, even after 3 rewrites. Probably due to reverb, but it was essentially an acoustic (and not a musical) issue. I wash my hands of this shit!

UPDATE: It's the viola tremolos. Crap.

Friday, July 22, 2011

Saturday, July 16, 2011

#42 remembering joan sutherland

This was actually a piece I wrote for a competition. It turns out I did not fulfil one of the conditions, and that really sucks big time, people. Anyway the intent was good: I really love Dame Joan, and I appreciate where she's coming from and what she stood for (although I'm more of a Kunst queen, and Sutherland is as Stimme as humanly possible), and I'd hate it if this piece did not get out 'there'.

So here goes.


REMEMBERING JOAN SUTHERLAND
I may sound like a doe-eyed stalker at times, but hear me out: Joan Sutherland is one of the greatest voices that ever walked on earth.
I hear alarm bells ringing, feathers being ruffled and knickers being twisted. From every corner the Callas and Tebaldi queens are up in arms, carrying live recordings and scores like Biblical prophets, pronouncing my doom. “Sutherland is a Clotilde, and should stay that way!” screams one, referring to Joan’s early years as a Covent Garden comprimaria when she played Clotilde to no less than Maria Callas’ Norma. “Sutherland sings gibberish!” screams another, referring to her infamous diction problem which plagued her from the ‘60s, when consonants get ploughed off in order to provide a smooth highway of rounded vowel tones. “Sutherland can’t act!” “Sutherland can’t emote!” “Sutherland is a note machine!”
The list goes on and on. I tell you, the Australian soprano has made a lot of enemies during her 40-year career. Born in 1926 to a musical family in good ole’ Sydney, Joan was lucky to have as a mother an amateur mezzo-soprano who studied with a pupil of Mathilde Marchesi, the doyenne of the mysterious bel canto, an Italian idiom of singing associated with long-breathed phrases (giving rise to rumours of third lung in some err, statuesque singers), ethereal beauty of tone, and limitless assortments of party tricks, namely trills, mordents, gruppetti, acciacature, esclamazio viva, esclamazio languido, portando, filato... the list went on and on, and Sutherland mastered them all. She went on to win a singing competition and went to England on her prize winnings, earning a living as an auxiliary singer at the legendary Covent Garden.
The young Joan Sutherland was shy, awkward and reticent. Studious by nature, her greatest joy seemed to be sitting between acts, catching up on her knitting. Knitting! An utterly un-diva hobby! Then she met Richard Bonynge, pianist extraordinaire, so-so conductor but an amazing coach, who quickly turned a drip into a goddess of singing. Her coaching sessions became stuff of legend. Old-timers would often chuckle when remembering how Joan discovered a sheepish Richard had been transposing her arias a perfect fifth higher, and how one time fearing for her voice, Joan shrieked an F# in altissimo at poor Richard (basically, that’s a note where only dogs would have been able to understand her). Naturally they made a perfect couple: they married just in time for Joan’s legendary Lucia. Yes, The Lucia that had earned the article “The”, with a capital T.
Donizetti’s Lucia di Lammermoor, a tragedy of Shakespearean majesty, had long been a province of so-called canaries, insubstantial voices cooing away roulades like Russian marionettes. Although a very dramatic work by nature, its artistic values had only been recently restored by Maria Callas, who turned the famous mad scene into a Rodin sculpture full of intricate musical details. Naturally Joan had a very heavy task at hand, convincing people of her capabilities and also restoring honour to Donizetti’s masterpiece. And she performed the task with flourish, and by the end of the evening her place at the pantheon of song was assured.

A painting inspired by Joan Sutherland's mad scene from Lucia di Lammermoor

Oh, how wonderful it would have been to be in the audience that night! Reports of Joan’s red locks flaming down her shoulders, Lucia’s white dress drenched in the blood of her unfortunate husband, dashing across the stage like a bewildered panther, all the while singing the most difficult music written in the 17th century. Callas was in the audience that night, and she was by all accounts enchanted by her former Clotilde’s massive success in one of the most important make-or-break roles of Italian repertoire.
Since that Lucia another success came in the form of what has been time and again called the most important classical vocal album of the 20th century: The Art of the Prima Donna. Made as a tribute to past pre-recording era divas such as Malibran, Patti and Pasta, the album was a massive hit, making Joan the Lady GaGa of her times. Here was a coloratura soprano, with a voice as massive as the continent from which she hailed, tackling music that had not been sung for one hundred years because of their difficulty, and running away with bloody murder. Even more surprising was Joan’s rendition of the fabled Willow Song from Verdi’s take of Otello: a silvery thread caressing the musical line, echoing the sad call of the mournful wind – Joan became Desdemona.
Early on the voice was silvery: a shimmering timbre full of opulent notes, capable of earth-shattering acuti and impressive locomotion. The speed of her rendition of famous cabalettas was legendary, as if defying laws of physics. And when she lets loose with her famous high Ds and E flats, it was like a meteor flashing across the heavens. Even more important than the fact that she conquered all the important stages five years after The Lucia, she began to unearth lost works like Beatrice di Tenda, Les Huguenots and Emilia di Liverpool, while touring the civilized world with bel canto bread-and-butter works like La sonnambula, I puritani, Semiramide and the queen of them all, Norma. She became La Stupenda, the stupendous one, to the hard-to-please loggione of La Fenice Opera in Venice. Then Massenet’s Esclarmonde happened.

Joan Sutherland as Esclarmonde (Met 1976)

Hearing Esclarmonde, a love story between a Byzantine witch-empress and a Crusader knight, for the first time, I can honestly tell you I did not sleep the night afterwards. How can one sleep when one keeps hearing Esclarmonde summoning her minions, demons of air and of water and of fire with staccati top Bs? How can one sleep when one keeps hearing Esclarmonde and Roland’s extremely erotic love duet, just musical phrases licking off each other, with sexual tension the likes which had never been heard since L’Incoronazione di Poppea? How can one sleep when one keeps hearing Esclarmonde’s desperate rage at Roland when he pulls off her veil, the mark of her powers, in front of a legion of overzealous priests?  How can one sleep when one keeps on picturing the confrontation scene between Esclarmonde and the priests who tried to bumrush her, when she overwhelms an entire ensemble of men with a massive D in alt? Not even the artless cover (depending on which version you get, it’s either Joan in full costume as Esclarmonde or just a picture of three gems) could deny that Joan’s Esclarmonde album should receive UNESCO Heritage status. Bellatrix Lestrange who? This Esclarmonde is one far more dangerous witch to cross.
With that Esclarmonde allegations that Sutherland cannot act was laid to rest. Nobody needs to act when one can draw vivid Kubrick-esque images in the audience’ mind just by singing the notes. But La Sutherland was not one to rest on her laurels. “Oh no she didn’t!” screamed the critics when she announced she was donning the iron claws of Turandot.
Now let’s put this into perspective: Turandot, the final work of Puccini (poor thing never did complete it, succumbing to carcinoma larynx) had a reputation of being a voice wrecker. Much like its bel canto sisters, Norma or the three Donizetti Queens; or its Wagnerian cousin, Brünnhilde; or its modern music grand-daughter Marie (in Wozzeck), Turandot could make a soprano famous or shatter her voice beyond all recognition (case in point: Guleghina’s 2009 Metropolitan Opera outing as the Pekingese princess). The issue of diction also came forward: Puccini was all about text, so how can a soprano whose greatest weakness is her consonants, or her lack thereof, could communicate the awesome libretto?

The recording session of Zubin Mehta's Turandot, 1972

When the result came out, it was like the nerdy guy who wears glasses who one day puts them away and reveals Wang Lee Hom’s eyes. Supported by the two greatest lyric voices of the day, namely Luciano Pavarotti (gasp!) and Montserrat Caballé (even more gasp!), Joan Sutherland took flight and became the greatest Turandot on record. Here was a Turandot who was capable of fulfilling all the demands of the score, but still managed to sound womanly. Her In questa reggia was monumental: I literally saw flashes of white light when Sutherland’s and Pavarotti’s top C’s rang out together. Her riddle scene was full of contempt and sneer, and complete with a chest voice so poisonous I wondered how Pavarotti could have sung his reply. And all the consonants amazingly survived! They floated on the Sutherland cruise and arrived on the port safely! The glorious ending scene was what it truly was: glorious, and the sceptical critics begrudgingly called her interpretation “possibly the best”.
And then the mistakes came. Joan Sutherland, like many other great divas before her and like many other great divas after her, clung on too long. Her Adriana Lecouvreur was the sort of recording people put on at parties just for laughs. She took on Lucrezia Borgia too late, when her voice has turned crone-like as opposed to maternal. Her Anna Bolena was saved only by her extreme commitment to acting, but it was painful to watch. As her fire burned dimmer and dimmer, Joan finally left the stage where she started, on hallowed Covent Garden, on New Year’s Eve of 1990.

Joan Sutherland at the Kennedy Center Honors 2004

During her retirement years, Joan became a sort of patron saint of vocal exercises. She became chief jury of the globally famous Cardiff Singer of The World competition, where she lamented on younger singers’ lack of technique. She made great stuff of one story of a young soprano who did not know how to breathe between phrases – this, in front of the soprano who brought her lungs all over the stratosphere. She courted controversy when one former secretary spilled the dirt on her, calling her out on racist name-calling against African-American soprano Kathleen ‘The Battle-Axe’ Battle, calling Pavarotti ‘a lazy farm boy’ and the charming American mezzo-soprano Frederica von Stade’s attempt at her signature role Amina ‘good-for-nothing’. The fire may be dim, people, but the embers are still glowing!
Then came the accident: Joan fell down in her Swiss home, breaking both legs. Her condition improved, but another ailment came: heart problems. Finally on 11th October 2010 the news came out and shocked the musical world: The Sutherland had sailed away for the last time.
It was hard. She was the Aunt figure, the one you’d expect to be always there. When she passed away I cried and put on The Art of the Prima Donna, the live recording of her debut Lucia, her Esclarmonde and Turandot, the video of her Canadian Opera Company Anna Bolena, charming clips of interviews of her with her husband, and Recording 1957-1962, a record of the young Joan singing random repertoire. It was bittersweet. There were many lonely nights in Manipal when my only company was Joan’s sweet voice, trilling away in Son vergin vezzosa, vanquishing away spineless himbos in Regarde-les ces yeux, contemplating an affair with a war veteran in Bel raggio lusinghier. I’ve heard her giggle in joy, I’ve heard her cry in desperate anguish, I’ve heard her lament her lost love, heartbroken at the altar. I’ve heard her waste away to death so many times, perhaps even more times than her ending happily with the tenor. In a way, Joan was a very close friend: this amazing, amazing voice that has transcended physical limitation to become, simply, music.
Farewell, Stupenda. Maybe I’ll hear your song again, in a better world.

Friday, July 15, 2011

#41 bad names

So, apparently yours truly has garnered a name with the faculty of Surgery as one of the delinquents of my batch. I've been skipping so many classes that my attendance rate is in the 70's. Hmm, let me try to gauge my feelings about this. I feel... proud? Since I was in the kindergarten up to A-Levels, I have apparently been a kind of a dork - the term is "skema", as in someone who's stuck to doing things the right thing - so having this kind of reputation is a kind of a supporting bra for my ego.


The issue is that the college where I'm studying has a 90% attendance policy. Which is a hard thing to do when A. you hate the posting; B. one of the faculty members is Evil Incarnate; and C. apparently the whole thing was a sham. Around here to be considered a good college you have to suck up to a committee called LAN (National Accreditation Bureau, or something like that) and one of the good things to have when you're trying to suck up to LAN people is ISO qualification. And among the things considered for ISO qualification is the attendance policy.

Get it yet? They're not really into "hospital exposure" thing, they just want to get 5 star status and have the chance ask students to pay exorbitant fees. Which is a load of bull crap considering the computers of the comp lab and classes are probably prototypes of the ones Bill Gates played with in the '70s. And when you see your friends in other colleges traipsing around Europe for one whole month when your longest holiday is probably two weeks, and that after a lot of fighting with the admin guys? The stuff tastes like shit.

I am not being a thankless SOB (which around here means "sudden onset of breathlessness"). Being a scholarship recipient, I am more than thankful for a chance to study in a very prestigious med school. Some of the faculty members are really world-class; the problem is this only applies to "some". Which is a very sad thing, a very very sad thing because I like the clinical situation very much: I like talking to patients; seeing them light up just being able to talk about their conditions validates my decade of hard work, tears and years of being away from home.

Maybe I'll sabotage myself: I'll fail one of my exams and stay back a year and get to have a longer clinical phase. That's a thought. But then again, one of my psychiatry lecturers said he always get the same answers when he asks the graduating batch about their motivation:

"They just want to get the hell out."

Rant over. I've been running through six years equivalent of The Office clips. It's kinda sad to see Steve Carell go, but ah well. It's better people ask "Why did he left?" rather than "Why's he STILL not leaving?" There's a couple of episodes where he's just damn annoying as opposed to entertaining or funny, and I think he's seen those scenes and thought, this kind of shit would probably crop up more often in the future if I keep doing this gig, so I better bail out now.



Which is kind of like what I'm feeling right now.